手放开

那天在甜品店里，背景突然响起那首歌。

我的耳朵一竖，不假思索地说了一句：“那段时间，我一直在听这首歌。几乎天天都听。”

说完，才立刻察觉他也坐在一起吃甜品。

我往他的方向看了一下。他一直看着甜品，一直吃着，什么反应都没有。

又或者他不想给任何反应。



那段时间，我就是一直听着这首歌，提醒自己，好啦要放手了。



没想到很久以后的今天，这首歌响起，我还是觉得自己一直没能放开。



最後的疼愛　是 手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台　有人走　有人來
我的心是一個站牌
寫著 等待
我把收音機打開　聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴　還在胸懷
我無法輕易推開　我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害



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