factual

Actually I had been wanting to write.

But for many, many times, I often slid my cursor to the top right hand corner of my screen and conveniently clicked on the red cross. 

Hmmm. I do not know how to put this. It is NOT that I am so busy that I could not spare time for writing. I suspect it could be because the urge (and maybe need) to write when life is not so smooth will be stronger. In other words, my life has been that of the average person. Not much of a rollercoaster ride for my emotions, I would say. There is nothing much to share, because life has been revolving around work and peaceful thoughts. Of course, there are stumbling rocks at work once in a while. But I surprisingly manage to put them aside most of the time once I leave office, and which of course is a good thing. If I have to, there can be a few things to update. 

1. I honestly was not that eager about Avengers 2, the way I thought I would be. Nonetheless, I caught it with my favourite people (zzr, zhi, zw, sis) and unlike the first one where Hulk's scene freaked me out to the point I was sliding off my seat, this time I actually liked Hulk's scenes best. I did not particularly like the scenes of Scarlet Witch, Quicksilver and Vision, because I did not think the injection of these new characters made the movie a lot more exciting. But I liked the fact that the existence of Scarlet Witch made the crazy Hulk's scenes possible. And I have to say, the adrenaline after the movie stayed for a while, that I actually do not mind giving it another go if anyone is to ask me. 

2. ASNTM is back with the third season and I have been faithfully catching up. Once again, I like the representative from Japan best. And I am loving Joey Meadking more! I shall go up to take a photograph with her if I ever chance upon her in Singapore! By the way, asntm3 has been my after-work entertainment these days. How thankful.

3. Frequency of classes has been on the rise that I mainly only hang around clem or somewhere near home. Today I had that realisation that I have not stepped into town for a while. Rather, I have not even really stepped out of clem in the longest time (not considering the movie this week since I did not have time to roam about before the movie). Maybe I should really take a walk in town after I am done with the kids' examinations. 

4. When I say that I am currently feeling most peaceful, much more than any time before, I actually meant it. But when I think about someone whom I have trust issues with of late, I cannot help but feel slightly dejected. This person seemed to have attempted to eavesdrop on my conversation with someone else lately and I feel very disgusted about it. Then again, in all fairness, I shall for the time being give the benefit of the doubt. Though, I am sure, every incident just kills my faith more. I thought I ought to be angry. Yet, somehow it dawned upon me that it was not absolutely unexpected that I should be angry about it. But this makes the whole thing more pathetic. Well, I shall chuck this aside first and confront it again when it comes. 

5. Finally, somehow tomorrow is Star Awards already and I am not super excited about it. I wonder if it is because AhWU has not acted in more than one drama this year, or because he is becoming a father that I no longer have that drive to go gaga over him. No link? Yeah maybe. Whichever the reason, I still hope he gets his 10th trophy tomorrow night.

Looks like only a melancholic me can come up with an entry full of emotions. I find myself blurting out a string of facts now, and this can be boring to read. 

I guess the next few weeks / months will be tumultuous in terms of workload, because I have been put in charge of two big things, which I am actually quite afraid of in every way possible. 

Jiayou!