my Saturday
I felt I hadn't been a good daughter in a while and so I decided to accompany mum out after dinner to get what she needed. It turned out that she paid more for me. The Marvel Hawaiian collection was on sale again and like always, I ran over to take a look, not in the hope that mum would allow me to get it (even though I'm now a full grown adult I still respect her when it comes to buying household necessities). I was surprised when she suggested that I got one, though in the end we got two because she saw that I couldn't make up my mind between the two designs. After that she got me a pair of comfy shoes because I had been complaining about knee pain due to lousy footwear.
My mum loves me and I have always known that. It's just that she hardly pampers me and many a times I really yearn for that. I guess while I am already at the half mark of my twenties, deep down I cannot be more childish. My youngest sis would know that best.
On a side note, after shopping with my mum we headed home only to see a Chinese New Year greeting card on her table. I guess it has been a while but mum did not really know how to handle it so she finally decided to ask me to reply the sender. In all honesty, even the thought of it instils some pain in me. I cannot put into words what that pain means, in fact I just don't know why there's pain. But I suppose it is only courtesy to reply and to inform the demise of my father. Then again, I think I suck at writing letters of serious content and the thought of causing the other party sadness makes me feel really torn. If anything, this has to be the most challenging written assignment I have ever got.
It has been a lazy Saturday. I chucked aside the work which I resolved to complete this weekend. I don't know if I can complete tomorrow but well, it's the weekend and I need my break.
My mum loves me and I have always known that. It's just that she hardly pampers me and many a times I really yearn for that. I guess while I am already at the half mark of my twenties, deep down I cannot be more childish. My youngest sis would know that best.
On a side note, after shopping with my mum we headed home only to see a Chinese New Year greeting card on her table. I guess it has been a while but mum did not really know how to handle it so she finally decided to ask me to reply the sender. In all honesty, even the thought of it instils some pain in me. I cannot put into words what that pain means, in fact I just don't know why there's pain. But I suppose it is only courtesy to reply and to inform the demise of my father. Then again, I think I suck at writing letters of serious content and the thought of causing the other party sadness makes me feel really torn. If anything, this has to be the most challenging written assignment I have ever got.
It has been a lazy Saturday. I chucked aside the work which I resolved to complete this weekend. I don't know if I can complete tomorrow but well, it's the weekend and I need my break.
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