thoughts
Life has been pretty hectic I have hardly any time to pen my thoughts down. But while work has been getting on me these days, life has been busy in a positive way and keeping me constructively occupied. I had an enjoyable time lunching with Mic and I finally satisfied my craving for the green tea crepe at Lady M. It dawned on me that we are dealing with the same type of people and perhaps, at every workplace there is bound to be an issue like that for us to handle. I have learnt, that maybe I should change my perspective a little. Maybe not of that person, but how I deal with the negative feelings that I get whenever I work with this person.
Nothing much was so happening because I have pretty much only switched between work and home. The past few meals after work were with my housemate who is flying off for her holidays tonight. But well, last night, Dr. Ho was very nice to have kh and I for dinner together. His intention was obvious, even though I kind of expected the outcome. There were moments of silence, I would not say that was awkwardness actually, maybe because I had expected that. And we had nothing much to talk about. After all, we have now reservations for each other and really, I believe we just are not that ready to forgo the past principles we stuck to and pretend nothing happened before. I was however glad that it proved me right that this friendship has come to its end while to an extent it could be a pity. Still, I admit, a part of me felt comforted when I saw that he was still wearing that pair of slippers which I got him for his birthday two years back. Oh well.
After the dinner, I strolled in the mall while waiting for yy to end his class. I very habitually walked to Popular and ran my fingers through the new novels on the shelf. I had wanted to get a book because of its cover (yes, I always judge a book by its cover), but I did not of course, for I have far too many books awaiting me at home. In all honesty, before the dinner I had seen myself feeling really miserable for the friendship I had lost. But I did not actually feel that way. It really took me a year to get over it and while I always thought I never managed to, I think unconsciously I actually already have.
The upcoming weeks are going to be crazier but I am looking forward because at the end of the week I can be released for a good break :)
Nothing much was so happening because I have pretty much only switched between work and home. The past few meals after work were with my housemate who is flying off for her holidays tonight. But well, last night, Dr. Ho was very nice to have kh and I for dinner together. His intention was obvious, even though I kind of expected the outcome. There were moments of silence, I would not say that was awkwardness actually, maybe because I had expected that. And we had nothing much to talk about. After all, we have now reservations for each other and really, I believe we just are not that ready to forgo the past principles we stuck to and pretend nothing happened before. I was however glad that it proved me right that this friendship has come to its end while to an extent it could be a pity. Still, I admit, a part of me felt comforted when I saw that he was still wearing that pair of slippers which I got him for his birthday two years back. Oh well.
After the dinner, I strolled in the mall while waiting for yy to end his class. I very habitually walked to Popular and ran my fingers through the new novels on the shelf. I had wanted to get a book because of its cover (yes, I always judge a book by its cover), but I did not of course, for I have far too many books awaiting me at home. In all honesty, before the dinner I had seen myself feeling really miserable for the friendship I had lost. But I did not actually feel that way. It really took me a year to get over it and while I always thought I never managed to, I think unconsciously I actually already have.
The upcoming weeks are going to be crazier but I am looking forward because at the end of the week I can be released for a good break :)
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