every day.
You know, since the day we parted, there isn't a single day when I don't wake up in the morning or going to bed at night thinking about it. Not a single day. Everywhere I go, there is bound to be something that reminds me of you. I tried going beyond this country, but every little thing could still remind me of you. And I thought, maybe this period would be best, since we are not allowed to go anywhere? But nope, it feels worse actually. You are still everywhere. It's been almost two years. And I don't try fighting for a closure anymore. Still, it bites me all the time. The fact that I did a wrong thing - walk away. I don't know how better I could have done this. Just why, why do I have to live with this guilt? Why do I have to lose everything, including you? What is the point of achieving my dreams when you are not there to share with me my joy? From that day till today, I have never been happy. There is so much I want to tell you. But never, ...