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手放开

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那天在甜品店里,背景突然响起那首歌。 我的耳朵一竖,不假思索地说了一句:“那段时间,我一直在听这首歌。几乎天天都听。” 说完,才立刻察觉他也坐在一起吃甜品。 我往他的方向看了一下。他一直看着甜品,一直吃着,什么反应都没有。 又或者他不想给任何反应。 那段时间,我就是一直听着这首歌,提醒自己,好啦要放手了。 没想到很久以后的今天,这首歌响起,我还是觉得自己一直没能放开。 最後的疼愛 是 手放開 不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪 感情就像候車月台 有人走 有人來 我的心是一個站牌 寫著 等待 我把收音機打開 聽著別人的失敗 哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀 你的依賴 還在胸懷 我無法輕易推開 我無法隨便走開 感情中專心的人容易被傷害

Sunday.

I managed a 3 km today. Not the best record but I guess I will have to try harder the next time. I suspect I might be more motivated if best friend had been beside me like usual. I got myself a cup of my favourite signature iced chocolate with soy milk from Starbucks and sat there to have my drink while watching people get their drinks. It was a rare Sunday where I got to spend some time alone doing nothing but people-watch and let my thoughts settle. I really need to stop putting my foot into what will have no outcome... Man, GL, STOP IT!

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今天的我,只想好好哭一场。

梦想。

我并没放弃追求梦想。 它时而离我很近,时而却遥不可及。 这一次它感觉在我身边,但也许也是离我个十万八千里。 我真的害怕自己的心不能够再承受我不愿听到的消息。 我知道我最应该做的是放下。 但就是,好难。 现在的我,很多东西都愿意舍弃。 你说爱情嘛,它与我插肩而过无数次。 友情呢,有的我真的不愿意再纠缠。 亲情,我自问是尽力而为。 梦想这一块,我一直还是牢牢抓住。 可不可以给我一次尝试的机会? 拜托?

Achievement unlocked.

So during the 7 Habits course last month, the trainer asked that we write down a goal that we would like to set out for the year. I actually wrote that I wanted to start running. Gosh, I simply just hate running. One thing, it hurts my knees so bad. Another is that my stamina is really lousy. Nevertheless, I think it should be a great sport overall but I have never really dragged myself to run, whether is it outside or on the treadmill. Time and again, I gave myself dozens of excuses to procrastinate this simple task.  Today, I finally decided to just give it a try, with my best friend beside me on the treadmill, since he always runs when he goes to the gym with me. I thought I was probably going to die after 1 km after not running for years, so I told myself I would just do my best. I actually managed a 2.6 km eventually and even though that was not a very long distance covered, I was proud of myself for having accomplished something for a start.  I like this feeling of accom...