moving on.
Sometimes I do wonder if I have hit some kind of a bottleneck in my life. It seems to me these days, that writing has become so difficult for me, be it in English or Chinese. Many a time, I actually penned down some thoughts, sometimes in English, some in Chinese, but eventually I would press and hold the backspace key and click on that cross on the top right corner of the page. That feeling does suck. Because I do have a lot of thoughts in my head, all the time. And words used to flow so naturally. Now? Very much constipated. The past one month has not been particularly smooth. I think I tried, nonetheless. I do not even know if I am jaded, tired or simply resigned. I recall being rather positive about the world, no matter how bad things get, or no matter how negative people said I was. I always believed it helped to be positive and hopeful because it would influence the people around. But now, I dare not say I still think like that. In the last two months, I had to take leave at...