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I think I recall quite clearly the last time we met was at WX's 21st birthday. We bidded goodbye at the bus stop. The walk to the bus stop was a long one... and then we never met again. Before today, I had rehearsed in my head many times how I would react if we were to meet again, ever. Fate has never been exceptionally kind to me... until today. I watched him walk past me, myself in a state of shock. Surprise. Whatever you call that. By the time I recovered, he was gone. I waited. Made a few rounds. Waited again for a miracle. Nope it did not happen. I was just stupid to have let fate slip by when it tried to take place. Actually I really wanted to just ask, how are you? Maybe we should really learn to let go, so that those we have missed can really become part of our memory.

Last week's meeting with the minister still felt surreal. But anyway I finally have some time to catch up with people.  Sis and I got caught in a deluge this morning. But I think it was quite worth it because we had nice fishball noodles for breakfast. That was rare. And for the first time I waited for the internal feeder bus to go to work because I did not have my umbrella with me. That was rare too. And so I decided to spare some time, had lunch with HMG, and then the mooncakes looked too pretty I got a box for the ex-colleagues. Of course, I had a brief chat with the ex-boss. Things have since changed, and feel different now. But I wish for nothing except good health for the nice old colleagues. Caught L Storm with the sister. It was a great movie and I have missed watching HK crime movies so much. The combination of Chilam Cheung and Louis Koo was just perfect and I cannot wait for a possible sequel.  On the way home, I put the song on loop again. And I was quite close to ...

Never really felt this was possible, but I really tried today. And am of course very proud of myself. The usual knee pains...but I think at least I achieved something I set out to do from the start of this year.